Out My Mind. A young girl gossips of what she heard the “Porch Ladies” say about the Spiritual Rebirth of a neighborhood woman.
Let it go. Let it go..Let me go.
Something got a hold. Gripped tight. Tethered. Tied and wrapped.
Wound and bound.Thick wire looped around a large spindle.
Spun and Spiraled… Got me Circled
Mashed and grounded into powder and sprinkled on others chosen paths..rubbed out fresh and flat. Then blown apart.
Dazed and dizzy..LOST. Fragmented and disconnected. Jumbled
Spent and bought.
Sold and Resold to the cheapest bidder. Shiny hat and shiny shoes. Cheap metal and faded gold.
Exchanged and bartered. A bargain. Hustled OUT MY MIND..
(Pointing in their direction)……
Dem Porch Ladies say, she came home from church..and must’ve caught the Spirit.
Dey’ say… when she walked in her house..they heard hollering and shouting. A choir of Loud Revolution. Dey’ say the walls was singing sumpin’ fierce!
Then dey’ say…7 horsemen came a running and she came a flying.
Flapping and flat footed..BARE! Right out her house! She was leaping and hopping off the ground.
Dey’ say, she even levitated! Say she lifted so high, that Ol’ Man Perry tried to rope her down..but he couldn’t. (I ain’t lying..dat’s what dey say)
Dem’ porch ladies say …Dat girl was so hot and feverish that she was turned beet burnt red. And..dey say, she was dripping wet like somebody had dipped her in the river. Water and sweat was just pouring right off of her.
The Porch Ladies say, she caught the Holy Ghost!
She was speaking in tongues and scripture-fying. Quoting em’ like she wrote the book.
Leviticus 20:10“If a man commits adultery with the wife of his neighbor, both the adulterer and the adulteress shall surely be put to death. “
Leviticus 20:25 “You shall therefore separate the clean beast from the unclean, and the unclean bird from the clean. You shall not make yourselves detestable by beast or by bird or by anything with which the ground crawls, which I have set apart for you to hold unclean.”
Luke 11:40 “You fools!”
Mathew 23:17 “Is it the Gold or the Temple that makes it?” she shouted. “Who am I? I’m the Temple..ain’t I?”
Jeremiah 48:10 “I do the Lords Work!!! I do the Lords Work!”
Exodus 35:1.. “These are the things that the LORD has commanded you to do: “God said it!!! God said it!!!”
(Proclaiming) “Deeze ain’t my words..Deeze Gods!”
Dey say, she started singing about how she been changed.. Dat finally, she been saved. She say she was healed by the blood.
Then dey’ say..she started shouting! She was shaking and moving real fast. At one time, she even threw down her bible and started church dancing on it.
She threw up, not long after that! Yep. That’s what Ms. Mattie say. (Nodding) She got sick sumptin’ real bad.
Say she got silent all a sudden.. then everything turned dark like a storm was coming. She vomited all over the porch steps then fell slain in the spirit. Down still..she lay.
But, The Horseman didn’t go up there (pointing to the porch) until they was sure she wasn’t getting up.
Once they got up there, they rolled her over..and dat’s when they saw the revolver.
Dat man over der’ (pointing) him in dat gray shirt…He say the walls is covered in blood. I seen em’ bringing bags out all day.
Mama say..the Coroner told her dat’ he ain’t neva seen nothing like dis’ in his 25 years of working and picking up bodies!
Bout time the Pastor and all dem’ church folk showed up..she was already gone. But dey’ say, dey’ keeping vigil for the rest of the week.
So, there they are (pointing across the street). Dey’ been out there… slow-singing and bringing flowers all day.
….“Umph.Umph. Umph.” (Heads shake)